to live im so depressed in 2007 my brother ,father,newphew died back to backmay ,june ,july in that order and 2008 august another brother died and ex wife and now this when does it end i ask God all the time .im so damn depressed and angry at my self for not visiting them as much as possible if u would of known them all u guys would of got along with them cause they would give u the shirt off there back. my family r very humble and 4 of us served the milatary three marines and one airforce ,they where the best thats why i call upon u guys to please pray that he could last a little longer please,.his name is john b.lopez right now he,s in the v.a hosipital in universty bronx,new york for christmas and new years im bringing him to my house and me and my wife will take care of him and take him to shoot airguns.please help him come through ,i really appeciate it if u guys will pray .i knew something was wrong cause two days in a row dreams with blood is a bad feeling for me it is and it scares me .thank u very much ..from a brother in need jorge lopez ..nys..GOD BLESS US ALL FROM MY HEART TO YOURS ..
