I've been exactly where you are now Bill and can appreciate your feelings

For years I carried a beautiful stainless steel Ruger "Security Six" .38 cal revolver. That Ruger was solid steel, beautifully made, laser accurate and just a thing of beauty to behold and especially to hold. Then one day my dept. switched over to the Glock 19. When they first handed me my shiny new "plastic" gun I, along with all the other guys in the room who had been given their new guns, looked at the Glock and then almost simultaneously yelled at the armorer "what do I do with this plastic piece of crap? Are you kidding us?" To say that we were less than impressed with this new technological wonder weapon would be a serious understatement indeed, however I will cut to the chase and tell you that it didn't take me or my workmates very long to come to not only appreciate the "plastic" gun but to love it and have undying faith in it's construction and functional ability. My dept's armorer section ran those guns under every brutal field test you could think of and they always came through with flying colors. They dropped them from helicopters onto street pavement, drove over them with trucks, threw them into disgusting mud puddles, sand boxes, dirt piles and just about every other test one could think of and the plastic gun shined.
Anyway, just wanted to say I know exactly how you feel cause I've been there

but now.... I'm a believer
Don't get me wrong though.... I still love the feel of a metal handgun in the palm of my hand. Oh yeah, and as for that stainless steel Ruger I had..... I bought mine from my dept. when we switched side arms and I have to say I love that gun and will pass it down to one of my children when my time comes.

In the end though what it really comes down to is you have to be comfortable with the weapon your holding and as long as it gets the job done when the need arises that's the measure of success.....
Jeff