has fallen..
Well, I thought I had control over myself and the grey's which are near extinction in my neighborhood, but apparently I proved myself wrong. I have abstained from shooting squirrels the last 2 weeks or so. I even had one in my sights a couple of times and let him go. I kinda felt sorry for him since he seems like a loner and the "last squirrel standing" in the neighborhood. I say that because I see him climbing both my willow tree and disappearing, as well as the big oak tree to bed for the night, where a bunch of now deceased squirrels used to live in both trees. I remember 2 squirrels from the Willow fighting the 2 or more from the oak tree now and then. Now I 've been watching this guy come and go by himself and visiting both trees for a couple of weeks. Probably feeding from multiple stashes of nuts in a few different nets. I had talked myself into leaving him alone until he gets a mate and regenerates the now depleated squirrel population around my house, which I have caused.
The wife went to Walmart around 3pm today so I figured I 'd sneak in some 40 or 50 pellets but since I don't have my indoor silent trap yet, I put up an 8.5x11" outside on my favorite log at 20yds and got started with CP's. Trying to save up on the JSB's since there 's always a shortage.. I was minding my own business shooting paper out my 2nd floor window with the 350 .22, when not 15min. into my shooting session, here comes the resident squirrel to check things out, thinking the noise of the pellet hitting wood could be nuts falling off the tree. It's not the first time.. I ignore him at first, even when he came within inches of my target paper. Too easy, I just finished getting a 1" group at 20yds on Open Sights - I could easily take him, but no I 'm stronger than that.
5min. later he 's still hanging around. He 's now about 20ft up on a branch eating something, out in the open. He keeps going a little further and is on an adjacent tree in the front branches about 25-26yds away (nearest tree trunk is 30yds). I try not to look at him and loose focus. I shoot a couple more CP's at the target but I 'm distracted, not doing well. I hear him again.. Hmm now it seems more challenging. He 's further out.. I give him 2-3 more minutes to clear out. I get some water and slap myself to get him out of my mind. I can't. I walk back to the window.. The suicidal squirrel is still there sitting in a classic position in a small clearing between branches & limbs broadside presenting me with a beautiful shot and tempting me still. I can't take it anymore!! I wait one more minute to increase his odds of survival. The squirrel is now a couple of yards farther, up on a larger branch and sitting totally out in the open broadside still (with a slight angle) and not only that, he 's only about 10 feet higher than my 2nd fl. window. I 'm flushed, sweaty, like going through an addict's withdrawls. I unwillingly raise the rife, put the tip of the front sight on what I 'm pretty sure is his head (at ~28yds they look pretty small) since his arched tail is on the other side. I hope I miss.. No body shot on this guy, I have to make it hard for myself and hopefully I 'll miss. I even pulled the trigger somewhat to increase his odds! Hmm, the 350 seems very smooth lately.. Barely feel the recoil.. hopefully it was a bad CP.. Dang it, he 's down before I even release the trigger! One leg kicks 2-3 times and no more movement. He has joined his other 16 or so friends and relatives. Maybe he 'll be happy there..
Stupid CP went in just under his right ear and exited out a little higher (since I was shooting up at him) just behind the base of the skull/neck severing some big artery, maybe spine. Why can't I miss? Why didn't he just go away and hang out for 10min? I did all I could for him. Why do I feel so bad? Because I think he was the last one that I was trying so hard to leave alone everytime I saw him hop around on my lawn and got between willow and oak. I hope I 'm wrong. I hope there are others..
I have to build that indoor trap soon so I can stay away from that window! Hey check out the balls on this fella! He did really have some "balls" hanging around while I shot paper!
Are there therapists for exterminating backyard hunters like me? I know Ed said there is no cure. I want to believe that's not true..
Oh weird thing is, the POI has a lot more blood than the exit wound. Strange but it's happened once or twice before. The pellet struck almost exactly where I was aiming with open sights. I think I'll start shooting flies in the off season :)