Bob
I am so very sorry to hear of this. I don't come to this part of the board often, so this was news to me. Late in 2007 there was something wrong with my 18 month old daughter's blood work. Abnormal cells were found, white blood cell count was elevated. Every scenario was going through my head....my only child, who I love more than anything EVER....might be very sick, and there was nothing that I could do. I felt so helpless, so sickened. I made some promises that I'd do this or that if she'd just be alright. Well, after weeks of tests they found out that it's NOT Leukemia but a stubborn virus in her system that's similar to Mono.
I've kept my promises, and changed in a few ways for the better. I enjoy my time that I spend with her more, and I don't take her for granted. My heart truly goes out to you and every person who has the burden that you now have. I will say a prayer for you and your family tonight. I don't cry for many things, and I can't believe that I could cry for a stranger, so I guess that you are not.
Michael S. Allison