mike your definitely not a wuss!
i also come from the city(new york) and can identify with the rats & squirrel scenerio,i have killed three squirrels in my short time of airgunning,(about 2 months)..i tried to be this big bad warrior only to find out what i mush i really am,i would get set for a shot,look this thing in the face and fire my gun into a target...it took about 20x to get up the nerve to finally do it,i felt horrible,i put my gun in the case and left it there for about 10 days,i used to go on a different forum before i found a home with GTA, i posted my experience,and the reponse that stays with me, is one that read, the way to get over it is to do it again ,i tried only to end up with the same result,after my girlfriend kept saying to me just to forget about it,that i'm not made for this(she thinks squirrels are pretty),i had to show her how macho i am ,so i shot another,believe me i am a wuss,but as the saying goes... "THE THIRD TIMES THE CHARM"...well for me it was,i didn't feel as bad ,i will be on the prowl this weekend...thanks to some good info from.."MR. LONG ISLAND HUNTER" ......like i said to PEAK yesterday,you never know....LOL!
JOE CUZ (AKITA BREEDER)