Mark, I can definitely I.D. with your day,especially with the fiancee,(now my ex),I HAVE HAD MANY OF THEM OVER THE PAST 4YRS.The daydreaming works fine....but for me it is not enough.....I am in the process of loosing my second house in less than three years to my DEVIOUS DEMON EX..Not only does she want the house(which i've been out of since December)..last wed. I was in court, she is looking for more money,besides the house....she is attempting to destroy my dog breeding(akitas) besides my wallet ...I do not care about the money,It is the dogs that are hurting me,I have much time invested in my dogs,yes they make me money but more than anything they bring me happiness,I have no children,but my dogs are treated as such...much love there.......For me what I do to change the attitude in my bad days,is daydream and than DO IT...I PUT EVERYTHING ASIDE,AND TAKE CARE OF ME.......I spent too many years worrying about others & doing for others, now it's about me,If want to spend money I will, even if I don't have it,I play tounament softball,If buying new equiptment makes me happy so be it.....these days it has been buying airguns that makes me happy,For me the way I see it...LIFE IS JUST TOO SHORT TO BE MISERABLE....TOMORROW IS NOT PROMISED...(I LOST FAMILY AT 9/11)...After that I for most part changed my outlook on life...I WOULD LIKE TO THINK FOR THE BETTER......I treat everyone I cross paths with as I want to be treated...It is like the WIZZARD OF OZ...Dorothy always had the ability to take herself where she wanted to be,WELL SO DO WE!....I hope sharing some of my junk with you, makes your day feel like that day at THE LAKE!.........IT ALWAYS GETS BETTER.....TRUST ME!
JOE CUZ(AKITA BREEDER)